| God is good to me im living on my own now and its pretty exciting. i went on an adventure to the laundromat today. i get to see that boy again this weekend. everythings going in such a hopeful direction. i can't hardly believe it. i have been blessed |
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"this weather has me wanting love more tangible, something i can hold. its getting cold."
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| i have mono you can all laugh ill just go be unconscious for another 16 hours. but luckily for the first time in a week my symptoms seem to be improving. maybe i can return to being an active member of society instead of a sleepaholic-slug. oh p.s. dad's remarried and in puerto rico right now the wedding was peachy... cheers |
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| i like watching you drive and holding your hand while sufjan stevens plays and when we dance in your room and when we talk about purity and when you kiss the tip of my nose and then squeeze me really tight. i like that a lot those are some of the most perfect things ive ever had p.s. i still want a giant xray machine so we can dance around like skeletons and see what our bones look like |
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I had to write a personal autobiography for my psychology teacher and this was the ending. I just thought I'd share
But the thing that has made the biggest impact on my life and has begun to fuel it is Christ's Love. My eyes have been fixed on Him and I don't plan on turning back. His Love gives way for me to love those around me and that is my only plan in life. I want to be poor. I want to be an outcast. I want to love sinners since I am one myself. I want to be vulnerable with people. I want to have dinner with the prostitutes and wash peoples feet. I want to be dirty and in places of the world that are hurting. I want to live in Africa and Cambodia and India. I want to work in an orphanage. I want to serve the homeless. I want to spend time with the hopeless. I want to tell girls about boys who will love them like Christ loves the church. I want to give away everything. I want to tell people about what I've been shown. One of my favorite authors Donald Miller says in his book, "We're called to hold our hands against the wounds of a broken world." I couldn't agree more. These are the new things that give me strength every day. I want to dance with those hurting people in heaven.
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